why oh why.

WHY OH WHY.
I opened my work email and there it is.
The ultra bad news just sitting there and staring me in the face.
I just can't stop sighing ever since.

It is no fun. No good shit.
Lord, please send someone good along as SOON as possible.
Unless it's really Your will that I go back to teach full-time.
If not, Lord, I really love my job but I just can't handle the two workplaces-stresses and confusion.

I can totally imagine the horrible things I am going to hear tomorrow.
Like tomorrow was going to be a good day in the first place.
argh.
sigh.
WHY LIKE THAT!

I seriously need to go sing k to relieve stress already.
and yes, I have got to pray even harder from now.